Thursday, May 10, 2007
::hello :D::
i couldn't feel more relaxed than now. feel really free although its like a weekday. feel like going out now though its already night time. hmmm. anyway, ended the 2nd round of my A di v yesterday.. btw we drew 0 - 0 against both v j and s a.. so that kinda sucks we should have won actually. so now our fate actually depends on their match tomorrow, and i cant really be bothered anymore you see. maybe i might get excited, tml. hmm. coach is really right though, we should win the game on our own merit and not be waiting in suspense for others to play and pray faithfully that something happens in our favor. we've been doing that for too long a time now. but i think i did roughly my best, so im not going to care whether we get through or not. and choir's gold award made me feel that winning isn't always everything. they have my heartfelt congratulations. =) its really the process of enjoyment and maturation that is everything in what you do.
yesterday we ended the match, some emoed for a while, then it was trng time. yah. and coach says all are not allowed to play, but get the frisbee and start playing on the hockey pitch. 0.o?? weird trng. bet the hockey girls got really jealous. =S hmmmm. haha so we did and the frisbee flew into the roof. chang was made to climb a tall post to get to the roof, in front of everyone else on the pitch blahblah. think we (not me!) made a monkey outta him. so the frisbee came down (i didnt play anyway), then we were dismissed early. kinda retarded though, i shld maybe have gone home for a rest. anyway, it was wei j ian's birthday, so some guys grabbed him and did some things to him. okay haha. more than the usual. ytd was also the rugb y match against the nemesis and i heard a lot of terrible things happened. the impression in my head is seriously a bunch of hooligans; i really kinda ____ them now. they are like as i was telling melcher, the black spiderman u know, as opposed to us. wahaha.
i feel like all my burdens are gone now, but aww it sucks not to be in the season. no more ponning lessons with the blue slip excuse, no more excusing urself from homework with matches or trngs (or both) the day before and stuff. it feels weird to have "your time up" (hey technically its not over yet) and have nothing to do, although theres loads of work and new tasks ahead of me, but they are boring. anw june hols are coming! time to play like shit now before mugtime starts-( theres choir concert on 28th, late night pirates after that, nothing so far on 29th, and 31st 1st and 2nd june will most likely have class chalet xDD most eventful week of the year. oh and i can even go for reversathon (to create awareness for dementia) on 27th if i want to. but think i cannot stand walking backwards for like 30 mins, not to mention 1 hr. and who says demented people walk backwards?!?! stupid. i'd really die laughing if they give u like u know, that kinda standard chartered marathon tank top, for completing this reversathon. or like prize money for being top 3 or something hurrhur. jokejoke. haha. so abit no point going although theres CIP hours, cuz it like doesnt help anyone. i dont think the famine camp (30 hr starving to create awareness for poverty) does too. and i will die within the 3rd hour. so cannot go.
slacked today in sch after sch while waiting for my very first remedial, which kinda turned out to be a waste of time. cuz everything was merely repeated. aw man. well, whatever.

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